
It's becoming increasingly apparent that I will need move as soon as possible. I have so much crap! After moving around every 6 months to 2 years for the last...oh 20 years, I have never been able to really sit down and just go through things. Plus I need cash in the worst way right now. I need to sell all this extra junk as I anticipate being in a small apartment next instead of a house. I just won't have the room for it any more. This is difficult for me to do because a lot of the things that I keep are things that I will use, but not necessarily all the time. But in light of the fact that I'm shedding much of my past, I suppose this fits in. Sell the junk, pay off the bills, stash some in saving, and get the hell outta Dodge.
I've also been doing well on my exercise/training program and my stamina is definitely increasing and my tummy is flattening out a bit. (yay!) I can actually do more than 5 sun salutations without dying now. (double yay!) I want to be able to go to Chile and hike the Torres Del Paine maybe next year or the year after. The full circuit is a 62 miles/100 km plus extra side trips...probably will take about 2 weeks for what I want to do. I can't do that with a fat ass. I also want to be able to fully enjoy and participate in the field studies that I will be going on in school. I can't go digging around in Tanzania or South America with a fat ass either. It's kind of weird because I've never pictured myself as athletic, but I think I do have the ability to become at least somewhat athletic as I'm fairly flexible and I gain muscle very easily if I stick with training. The pain of putting my dreams on a shelf again is more painful that forcing myself to do something I never though I could or would for that matter. Go me! *pom poms*

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